Standing alone thinking of you
Knowing what it is to cry
Whats been lost, now found
This smile on my face isn’t real
I’m sick of hearing that im a failure
All I want to do is leave
To get away from the fight
To get out and have some fun
I wonder what everyone is saying
And wondering why there not around
I get up and go outside
My mom asks me why I’m crying
I cant look her in the eye
I cant tell her I’m dying
My emotions have moved on
I’m empty, I’ve been like this for awhile
But I know it doesn’t matter
Because tomorrow I’ll be alright
Please don’t let me fool you
I stared up and wondered
Why I can’t find someone
Someone to take me away from here
Someone to hold me tight
Someone to wipe away my tears
But my tears dried up slowly
My emotions did the same
Now I feel numb inside
And I’m the only one to blame.
*_* Courtney *_*